It starts with the french translation of "my life"

If I had the chance, I would boast about my bestfriend so much publicly.
He is kind, gentle and comforting. He easily gives up but he tries.
He is lazy but gives a lot of effort if he sets his mind into something.
He flirts a lot (lol although he does not know about it) but truth is,
he is just soooo friendly that everyone surrounding him loves him.
His gestures might be misleading but he is just so sensitive, it can cure you.
He is a lot more selfish than you know, but he is selfless that he prioritizes your happiness.
But then-- I could not even post something about him.
Someone's inlove with my bestfriend and she lives far away from us.

But I think she does not know the things we do, how we treat each other, how we talk and

what my bestfriend tells me about them-- you know, them ending.

It's a bit complicated and sad but....

With this, I realized how easy everything will be if everyone always practice honesty.

And in friendship, it is always important to say the truth and have courage to accept the truth.

Set limitations, be selfless, be kind, and know what you deserve.
I hope my bestfriend finally gains courage to tell her about me,
So that everything will be clear and we can finally be free.
I've known him for so long that it's difficult to set us apart.
Some people might misunderstand but
as friends, we are one. 

Happy Memory

My handsome (wehhh haha) bestfriend and I ended
September, 2016 and welcomed October, 2016 with a blast!

It's difficult to put it into details though :>

Posting this so I won't forget.

Christmas

December 13, 2015

When I woke up, the first thing I saw

was my mom crying in pain.

Love

I suddenly remembered the feeling of falling in love with someone who doesn't like me back.

It was solitary, blissful, cruel and strange all at the same time.
Funny how everything can only be hidden but never gone.

Today

Oh man, I'm in big trouble.

I love you.

Kung Nandito Lang Sana

Dati ay aking tinatanong,

Bakit lagi kang wala tuwing ako'y malungkot?

Ngayon lang napagtanto na maaaring kabaligtaran pala ang sitwasyon.

Ang kalungkutan ay epekto

Ng iyong pagkawala.

Pagtapat ng Alas-Tres ng Madaling Araw

Nararamdaman mo ba?

Ang mga lubid ay unti-unti nang napuputol

At ang higpit ng kapit ay unti-unti nang lumuluwag

'Di na magtataka sa pagdating ng araw

Na atin nang masasambit

Ang mga salitang inaasam ngunit masakit:

Sa wakas, tayo'y bumitaw na rin

Dahil lahat ng bago'y naluluma, lahat ng kulay ay kumukupas

Lahat ng tao'y napapagod, lahat ng puso'y naaagnas

At sa araw na tayo'y ipagtatagpong muli,

tanging mga ngiti sa labi lamang ang makapagsasabing

Atin nang naipinta, atin nang naiayos

Atin nang nakamit ang pahingang nagpayapa sa sarili